January 01st, 2023

***WARNING! HARSH TRUTHS****

Yes, this post may be controversial.
Why we all ask that question?   You know, is this person the one?
Why do we reach out for help knowing we are to look within, but, we question ourselves instead?
Limerence is a real thing. It is a state of infatuation or obsession with another person that involved such passion and continuous thoughts that we question what is real and what is not. It is often a result of not being present either through trauma or certain childhood development issues.
We get confused to what is the real deal and what is illusion. We have all at one point been deceived. Me included many times.
I have designed this group not to encourage fantasy over reality but to induce healing and your own empowerment to experience miracles instead of pain.
How beautiful is that every story is a heart wanting to be loved and shared but at the same time, wanting to feel valued, trusting and hope that their journey is real.
No one wants to be deceived. If you are finding your person, counterpart or lover is deceiving you- are you deceiving yourself in some way? Each and everyone of us deserves to be seen. To be worthy. To be real. And to be loved.
I started this group a year and half ago not to be important but I too once suffered heartbreak so bad, I felt lost, I felt empty and I felt incapable of ever finding love that was real. My journey may have started a long time ago, but in reality it started longer before that. And for you as well.
To hear we need to love ourselves first to attract love made me understand two things. One that I was broken most of my life and the other was that that was never real. It had nothing to do with who I was or what I did, or why I attract or not. It was for me to see instead that everything was an illusion and I had to find me.
Who is that you may ask? So simple and yet so hard to believe. I saved lives before. I was compassion in the most unloving situations and I was forgiveness when I was full of pain. I may have walked away from death and witness miracles but what is most important to me is how I evolved each day and the messages that came through me. I should not be here today being the leader with all that I experienced as wrong and incomplete yet I have accomplished the most impossible all because I believed.
It does not matter who you loved. but that you loved so profoundly, so deeply, so truly that you will always stay. That is initiation my friend to the one who we call source, the light or god. The name of who or the person and title is that attachment to how it was to turn out in the end. it is not over, so why would you get the answer before its time you see. Join in with those who can show up and enjoy the scenery until true love shows up the way it is suppose to show up for you. Dont figure out who, why, when, how and where but know all is well and you are not crazy.
I am here for you to help you out and wont take advantage of your weakness getting you across your finishing line needing some help to get you there.
I have been firm and sometimes a little insensitive but I do knw a thing or two and believe me- I should never reveal who I was in the past to know the truths that I do. The pain may be so unbearable for you to ever leave it go and I do not want to be reminded of how much I did grow. So take my hand. I got you. You can do this and believe me, I know. I know, you know and really that is all you need to do.

The Red Ferrari